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Tuesday, January 29, 2008 11:25 PM

i woke up late for lectures today! again and againn. ahhhh. i swear i'm gonna sleep early. :( but i can'tttttttt today! need to wait for my group mates to send me presentation slides that are due tomorrow! :(22

butttt. today was okay i guess. (: thanks to kevin for accompanying me the whole day. (: and thanks to jack for meeting me at night and stuff. (: you two rock pleaseeee! ^^

i bought a new book to read! felt like reading books these days. keeps my mind off unnecessary things as well. so it's good!

AND AND! hahahh! i feel a sense of achievement please! i finally know the route from my house to block 85! omg, so near only! hahahah!

oh yes! cutest message on my birthday award goes to jonathan! hahahh.
"HI LYN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYN! HOPE UR BDAE WISHES COME TRUE LYN! OK THAT'S ALL LYN! BYE LYN! TAKE CARE LYN! *animation of this dude jumping in joy*"
hahahahahhahahahah! super duper cute please! i burst out laughing when i read it! hahahahah. (:


okay luh. i don't know what else to say le. lazy to post photos, so another time. heh. tomorrow's not a busy day, but packed with three tutorials. -.- minor stuff to do here and there. hope i remember them!

today felt so weird cause i never go lounge. hahah. see you tomorrow, lounge! x)
and thursday's kbox with nat and her friend! woohoo! :DD




2:00 AM

and my 19th birthday passed just like that! i'm starting to feel really really old. ): like my classmate said, 365 more days before i hit the 2x! ahhh, i need to start behaving like an adult! boo!

but today was special. (:

thanks to junwei, jason, edwin, philip, benchow, giddy, amanda, mickey, kah yuen, weiliang, mervin, meng yee, samuel, junhui, hannah, meimei, kevin, glenn, ciufen!, emilla, magdelene, aida, claudine, jonathan, gabriel, ken, mong ling, jashawn, eden, wenjie, raqin, shameen, sean, keith, eric, zain, john, matthew, farah, sean, amanda, matthew, brainer, yuting, edwin, rayna, shaz, zech, fong yung, lynette, dolyce, andy, grace, ivan, gibson, ashely, chrystal, shep, tat yi, eric, natalie, adrian, lance, wee jie, adelene, ju huan, geraldine, sharon, fanny, ann, lionel, beautrice, carmen, ming sheng, desiree, gerlaine, evelyn and others that i might have missed out! :D


here's some special thanks ^^:

maybelle and caleb! hahah. for being the first persons to call me up! :D you two have been such a support in my life! (: your call made me smiled the most! ^^ loves like mad please! especially maybelle! HAHAH! ^^ :D
tom for calling up just to wish me! hahah. and accompanying me to chat about random stuff. =P
hakim! ^^ was surprised that you called and wish me, but thanks okayyyy! :DD
jack! hahah. i dao-ed your calls like 3 times! sorry ehhhh. but seriously, thank you for calling me up though you're busy and tired. appreciate it! (:
grace for just being there for me throughout the day! you are the love already please! ^^
hiro for that really cute email. ((:
mark for like wishing me EVERYWHERE! friendster, blog, sms and even in person! heh, you rock please! :D
dad for the lovelyy present! and even sending me a message to wish me. ((:
mummie for sms-ing me, even though we were just a door away! hahah. =P


BUT HEYY! please know that every, and i mean every, single one of you added an extra bit of sunshine to me! and you guys have made a day, which might have been otherwise normal, special. (:

i appreciate every wish and gift that came from you all! it meant a lot a lot to me! and i was really surprised as well! i had a lot of messages from people i never expected! thanks luhh! you guys really made me smile like :DDDDD! ^^

love you guys like mad please! thanks for everythingg. (:

<3lyn.




Sunday, January 27, 2008 9:11 PM

for some weird reason, i started flooding myself with youtube videos. i tell you, i think youtube is one of the best website created by anyone. it rocks pleaseee! (:

i started from disney videos, and then all the way to america idol. hahah, so no link right. but wells, i really like those powerful singers. when i hear them sing with all their might, in all those passion, i just feel so moved. i've always wanted to be like them. but sadly, hahah.



oh, hey deb
uh huh
thank you for being woman enough to come
whitney, what's this about?

i know he's leaving me for you
who said that, who told you
that it's true
what is he telling you
could it be the same things that he told me

he told me that he love me
i heard that
he told me i was beautiful
how did you know
how did you know
cause i played that scene before

this is a retake of my life
i was his star for many nights
now the roles have changed
and you're the leading lady in his life
lights, camera now you're on
just remember you've been warned
enjoy it now, cause it won't last
same script, different cast

what you're saying could be true
but how can i take advice from you
i'm not hating
but i wish the one before me would have warned me too babe

don't say no more
uncover your ears girl
i'm not listening
but i know you hear me
maybe my reasons are wrong
but i know that you believe me

this is a retake of my life
i was his star for many nights
now the roles have changed
and you're the leading lady in his life
lights, camera now you're on
just remember you've been warned
enjoy it now, cause it won't last
same script, different cast

it's your fault you didn't love him enough
that's the problem, i loved him too much
and when you love him
he becomes unattracted to you

oh no, he's changed
and i'll prove you wrong (no you won't)
so go away, leave us the hell alone
he loves me (he'll hurt you)
he'll stay with me (he'll leave you)
for sure, for sure

this is a retake of my life
i was his star for many nights
now the roles have changed
and i'm the leading lady in his life
lights, camera now you're on
just remember you've been warned
enjoy it now, because it won't last
no, same script, different cast

this is a retake of my life
you were his star for many nights
but now the roles have changed
i'm the leading lady in his life
lights, camera now you're on
just remember you've been warned
enjoy it now, cause this will last
i'm his future
you're his past

this is a retake of my life
i was his star for many nights
now the roles have changed
and you're the leading lady in his life
lights, camera now you're on
just remember you've been warned
enjoy it now, it won't last
same script, different cast

this used to be a song that i listen to day in and out, when i first heard it. i don't know how many of you actually heard it before, cause it's not really .. popular. i think it's a really sad song. and they say, love is blind. it's so true in this case.


hahah. i just spent 3 hours don't know doing what when i'm supposed to be doing work. -.- okay, back to work! hahah!

(:




12:34 PM

i wanted to blog last night! but i got too tired and fell asleep halfway through blogging. ): hahah, but yesterday was a fruitful day. (:

so.. yesterday started off with project eco. hmm, i was paired up with ying chee! easy to get along with luh. (: generally, i think the people in my group are nice! a group of chemical engineering people. cute luh. hahah. and morning was spent so fruitfully. (: it's a nice feeling luh, though it was a bit tiring. hahah.

john and adrian waited for me to end! super nice of them. ((:

after that, i headed down to caleb's shooting place. it was supposed to be at boon keng.. so i was on my way there, then aaron told me changed to old changi hospital there. hahah. thanks boy! (: went there.. nothing much luh.

after that! went down to meet dad and brothers for dinner! damn sorry i made them wait one hour plus for me. ): they were like starving.. >.< style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);">daddie was nice luh. bought me a cute mini cake! and a pendant from swarovski. it's superrrr cute please! but there is no clear picture of it, so i'm not posting it up. but it's really damnn cute! ((:! dinner was @ coca, this steamboat place. not bad luh. but i guess all of us were hungry. =P i still prefer the claypot rice place @ geylang. damn nice. x)

after that, we tried to shop around luh. but it was late then all the shops were closing already. ): i was damn sad please! AX closed at 9pm! what is wrong with themmmm! walao, i want my belt. ): but but but! i bought a top from CKJ. hahah, not the normal kind i'll wear, but it's quite nice. then auntie said that i should wear something different this year. so, ohwells. BUT.IT'S.DAMN.REVEALING.PLEASE. mummie ask me wear tube. -.- still revealing what. rahh! but the colour is damn nice. :D although i think it's damn ex. all because of branding! like $190 for a piece of don't-know-what. not i pay anyway. =x ^^

so that came to the end of my shopping. ): dad was nice enough to fetch me to amanda's place! (((: sooo happy, don't have to travel. x) hmm, didn't do much. but i hope amanda enjoyed herself. and today's her official birthday, so.......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
AMANDA!
you've been a friend to me, and i really appreciate and treasure it. (:
and you're finally legal! hahah.
i hope year 2008 will be a great one for you. ((:
*hugs*

and glenn sent me home after that. thankssss! (((:


this morning, mummie told me to check out the laptops myself. hahah. she say i find le, tell her the price then she give me money. WOOHOO! :DD macbook, here i come! x)

and tonight.. meeting up some people. heh, thanks for bothering luh. it's really damn nice. i mean, go there meet for a while you all also come. i really damn appreciate it. (:


oh yah. and daddie keep saying my hair damn awful. -.- ask me go cut again. siaoo! shan't care. =x and the cake.. i didn't finish eating it. hahahah. got some blueberry or whatever inside. don't like. feel so bad. >.<

very soon, it's monday again and the week starts all over again. ):
take care peopleeee.

<3




Friday, January 25, 2008 9:03 PM

today's accounting paper totally suckk. guess how we started off?
"okay. you can now read through the paper but don't write anything."
*flips over to the first page*
blank.
*flips again*
blank.
*raises up hand*
teacher takes the paper to check. teacher ask the whole class, "who doesn't have page 2 and 4?"
*whole LT of people raise hands*

-.- first time in history please. and not only that, the questions were just .. tough. i have ever seen so many negative values at one go in my life before. it was just damnn scary. i kept thinking i did it wrongly, and etc. ahhhh, i'm gonna fail it!

semester examinations are just round the corner. i should start mugging if i want my DHL. jiayouu! (:

besides that, today was just another normal day with me feeling really tired. i almost overslept in the morning. i think i seemed pretty down today. but i'm okay luh! hahah. maybelle says she's 100-men strong. but i'm even stronger than that! x) heh, everything will be okay soon. i will get enough sleep soon. :D

oh yah. grandma and uncle gave me red packets today for my birthday. heh, damn nice! i'm gonna try to save it up! although i think it's gonna be really tough. lol.

and tomorrow's a packed day. project eco, caleb's shoot and amanda's party. heh. enjoy your weekends people!

loves!




Thursday, January 24, 2008 11:32 PM

statistics was okay today i guess. let's hope i do well. (:
did project after that. i was writing a letter though.

went to tm with mark after that. met claudine for dinner. met grace to walk around for a while. bought a new pair of shoes! :D red converseeee. nice please! (:

jordon rocks! you must see his spray-paintings! damnnnn nice! :D will try to post up a picture of it one day. he's really damn good, in my eyes. damn talented please!

a friend was just telling me. being in a relationship is more than just .. whether i like you, whether whatever whatever. but it's more of, making a choice to take up the responsibility. i agree to it. don't you think so?

tomorrow's accountings paper @ 7pm. wish me luck. (:




Wednesday, January 23, 2008 10:57 PM



do you ever feel like breaking down?
do you ever feel out-of-place?
like somehow you just don't belong
and no one understands you.

do you ever wanna run away?
do you lock yourself in your room?
with the radio on turned up so loud
and no one hears you screaming

well you don't know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
you don't know what it's like
to be like me

to be hurt, to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
with no one there to save you
well, you don't know what it's like
welcome to my life

do you wanna be somebody else?
are you sick of feeling so left out?
are you desperate to find something more
before your life is over?

are you stuck inside a world you hate?
are you sick of everyone around?
with their big fake smiles and stupid lies
while deep inside you're bleeding

well, you don't know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
you don't know what it's like
to be like me

to be hurt, to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
with no one there to save you
well, you don't know what it's like
welcome to my life

no one ever lied straight to your face
and no one ever stabbed you in the back
you might think i'm happy
but i'm not gonna be okay
everybody always get you what you wanted
you never had to work, it was always there
you don't know what it's like, what it's like

to be hurt, to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
with no one there to save you
well, you don't know what it's like

to be hurt, to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
with no one there to save you
well, you don't know what it's like
welcome to my life
welcome to my life
welcome to my life




12:52 AM

today was just a blur and tired day for me. :(

my grandmother tried waking me up 47952342 times. i think she got so fed up. :( but i can't help it! i was sooo tired, plus she woke me up minutes before the actual time i had to wake up. x_x

then when i was on the bus, this girl's hand was on the back of my seat. the place where you can put your hand? yeah. i slept on her hand. -.- damn awkward.

then when i was walking to school, this girl behind me banged into me when i moved sideways. -.- i think she was quite pissed. :(

and just outside business school, i was saying hi to someone when someone walked across me and i stepped on her. -.-

ahhhhh. and lecture was really boring! i don't like statistics lectures; forever take 2 hours, super long and draggy. x_x

was with my class after that. (: they're nice to be around luhhhh. ohhhh! and i met izak! :D at longgg last. chatted with him. heh. ^^

and then graceeeeeeee! she came to lounge to find me. and accompanied me for soooo long! loves please! :D thanks luhhh. super appreciate it. ^^

dinner was with maybelle, liyi and caleb. (:
oh oh oh! thanks caleb for letting us use your lappy. (:

slept in lounge after that.
supper as usual.


oh. and today was super stupid day for me as well. go inside toilet cubicle, close door also can 'kiap' own hand. -.-
and i'm not exactly feeling very well these days.


take care everyone. (:
and so i start wondering,
how much does promises mean to one?




Monday, January 21, 2008 1:45 AM

photos! ^^

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present! :D loves please! ^^

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this girl, named charlene(sharlene?) sent it to my phone. so cute right? adorable please! (:

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lyn, asher, jo-an. (:

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the loves: amanda, lyn, asher, claudy. (:

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hannah! ((:

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mengyee, junhui, lyn, ciufen. ((:

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heh. just me. =P

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the best friend! :D


econs presentation today! teacher kept saying it's very good! then i was happy luh. (: but. only to leave the room and find out that he said it to every other group. -.- let's hope for the best now! i can't afford to screw up my econs project. but i think i already did. :(

headed to tampines mall with my classmates. (: they are fun to be with luh! hahah. we play this dj game; one player but 4 of us playing at the same time. in the end, still fail. LOL. but we had fun luhhhh! :DD

you know you know! i admire people who can drum well! because right .. i think it's one musical instrument that is hard for me to pick up. :( walaooo. i really wanna learn! i think it's super cool! more cool than riding a motorbike. :D

heh. thanks eden. (: you are an amazing listener. (:

and and! kevinn. although you keep crapping luh .. but! hahah. i still appreciate you listening to me even though i get irritated. =p

okay, back to what happened today. ahhh, i was so irritated by this group of boys i didn't know. -.- i mean, i understand that under certain circumstances, like when there is no dustbins nearby, that you have to litter. but, omg. the dustbin was less than 10 steps away, but you have to dump it on the floor! ehhhh, i really don't understand some people. -.-


OKAY. ADRIAN GOT TO GO.SO I GOT TO END THIS ENTRY.
THANKS ADRIAN FOR LAPPY! (:




Sunday, January 20, 2008 2:12 PM


but if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulders.

wow. their live version. nice pleaseeeee! (: quite amazed they sing so well live as well. hahah. i think the guy started off damn well. his voice super soothing pleasee! (: and the girl! rocks rocks! :D


hmm, i'm very extremely addicted to "inside your heaven" these days. for some reason, it just keeps playing in my head. and it's not about the lyrics, it's just the melody. addictive!



the sun and the moonlight, all my dreams are in your eyes.

every bit of air you're breathing in, a soothing wind.
i wanna be inside your heaven.


so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:


today is stoning at home day. got to do work. and tomorrow i've got econs presentation. =.= ahhh, have to wear formal. :( nevermind, bring clothes to change into. it's super uncomfortable pleaseeee.

and yesterday i went candy empire! :DD finally pleasee. bought a lot of chocolates and sweets! :D i was eating them just now. walao, super sinful. :( early in the morning lehhhhh. gonna grow fatTER le. :( sucks. exercise please lynette! x(

thanks markmarkk for specially accompanying me to candy empire! you rock pleaseee! ((:


okay, work now. but before that ..

to hiro: i don't know what happened, but please take care. i'll still be here for you, you know it. just go back soon okay? it's not gonna be easy, but at least try.. i'll be waiting for you to contact me. please do. take good care. *hugs.

to kevin: hey boy.. be strong. i couldn't say more, but .. take care of yourself. it may be hard from now on, but keep on keeping on! that's what they say right? i'll always be here for you, and so will Daddy God. don't give up on him just cause this happened, okay? *bigbighug* dedicating the following to you:


so say goodbye for just a while, and through the tears you'll start to smile.
for soon you'll be together, in heaven's arms forever.
at every step you're not alone, love's by your side to lead you on.
no looking back from here, your journey home has only just began.

cry it out if you must, don't bottle it up. it's totally okay for guys to cry. i'll be here for you if you need a crying partner. (: Jesus loves you, and i love you too. (:




Friday, January 18, 2008 2:13 AM

"SMILE; for you have given the world a reason to do so."

junhui is loves! thanks for cheering me up with that! so simple, yet so sweet. (:

and and and! ciu fen rocks too please! :D been really sweet and patient with me. ((: will miss you two as my classmates like siao! :(

submitted our macroeconomics project today. like, finally! ((: which means: 1 down, 3 more to go! :D marketing, organisational behaviour and sociology. jiayoujiayoujiayou! :D

oral presentation for macroeconomics on monday.
draft of presentation slides for sociology also due by monday.
lynette, please remember to do. (:


i've decided to end my entry here. suddenly lost the feel of blogging. will blog soon again! but lastly..

to my very special, one and only maybelle: please please cheer up! it makes me sad to see you not happy! :( and read the start of this entry. it's from me to you as well. (: you brought light into my life when it was dark. and i wish to do the same for you. i will always always be here for you, always! (: i love you! *hugs*




Thursday, January 17, 2008 1:07 AM

woohoooo! philomena see rocks! :D she makes me wanna go for lecture! hahahah. but she's really good luh, to me. entertaining and gets her point across. (:

okay. this is damn random, but i wanna go vivo city to get chocolates! :( no timeeeee. -sulks. i shall go this weekend! anyone wants to go with me? :D


hmm, i was watching caleb do shooting today. and .. i realised it's really damn tiring. :( a lot more tiring than i thought it would be. and i feel so much for all the mediacorp people now! so .. persevering.
jiayou`s caleb and tom! :D


anywayyyyyy! joyce is superrrrrrr sweet can! i just made a brief mention that i wanted the yellow shirt, and she got it for me! omggg! LOVES please! :D you rock you rock! ^^ no wonder i wanted to turn homo because of you. =p heh.

and so, it's room alone for the second day already. :( sucks pleaseeee. i hate sleeping alone! damn scary ..


anywayanywayanyways!
i got back all my results already. can say that i'm pretty satisfied? despite many factors. hahah.
accountings - 40/45, A
organisational behaviour - 33/40, A
macroeconomics - 83/100, A
business statistics - 39/50, B+
sociology - 15/20, B+
marketing fundamentals - 35/50, B

(: but now, moving towards the end of the year .. the confidence i have in maintaining my results has dropped. probably too many uncertainties these days, causing me to lose focus. just hope that end of year results will turn out good? sooo.. jiayou everyone! :D


i shouldn't say more. i got projects to do. -.- can you believe it, i actually forgot about the report part of my project. i actually forgot to do. so stupid pleaseeeeee. :(

okayokay! work now! take caresssss! LOVES! :D




Sunday, January 13, 2008 3:10 PM

oh yes. i forgot to thank ronald. (:

thank you for everything, really. those times when you see me down, you just go "lynnieee". those encouraging things you did, like sending me a message to tell me i did well. those times you protected me from potential harm.

you've been a great friend. (: please continue being a great friend to everyone aight? it's a blessing to have met you. (:


one more thing. i dropped my handphone like 9723482342 times during open house, even almost lost it. so thank God for all those protection, and that my phone is still in condition although it'll be cranky at times. =p

take care loves. (:

--- -------

(: i found a really nice rendition of "part of your world". i think it's niceee. ((: there's a initial 30 seconds of don't-know-what. but listen on, it's worth it. (:



out of the sea, wish i could be, part of your world.




2:00 AM

open house 2008 has officially ended today. (: great job to both vivian and kelly! i believe all three of us has gained a lot through this experience. it was a pleasure working with you two. (:

reflections aside, i need to thank so so so many people.
okay, maybe i thank people too many times that it feels so .. common already. but please know that i really mean it, cause gratitude is a feeling i cannot suppress.

first and foremost,
john. like already mentioned in the earlier post; thanks for all those patience and concern you've shown for us. it was really great working under you. thanks for teaching so much and .. i look forward to any next time that i can work with you once again. (:

tatyi. for those constructive advices and also being patient with me. your opinion matters a lot to me, so i really appreciate everything. (:

ashely. for being such an encouraging friend throughout this whole period. i really needed support, and you were part of that support. really super grateful! love you like mad please! ((:

derek. for tolerating all my nonsense. ): for being so concerned about me, and being that person who always listen to me whine. it's so weird how i got myself so acquainted with you because of a jacket. but but. i guess that's good! because it's through that, that i gained myself a good friend. (:

mark. my gosh, you're the best please! you listen to my problems, hear me whine, care about me including the smallest thing, shower me with tlc and moreee! words cannot describe how grateful i am to have a friend like you. (: loves please!

hannah. you've been such a great new-found good friend! :D thanks for trying to help me out when you have your own issues to settle. thanks so much for that ear of yours! i'm so so glad that we shared so much that day at east coast. love you please! take goodddd care of yourself yah. -hugs.

sean. (: like i've already said, you've been a fantasticccc help. without you, i would have messed up a lot. but thanks for always being so willing. (: and and and! thanks for that barrrrrr you gave me this morning! omg, i was sooo touched (x 23462384) you know. was really super sweet of you! (:

claudine. like always, your ear and your love&concern. (: thanks for always being the brave one around. you've been such a greatt joy in my life! i love you my sexy! :D

keng chuan. thanks for helping me throughouttt day 3. it really would have been impossible to handle without you around. you've been such a great helper, and i super duper appreciate it! thanks for staying back and sacrificing those times you could have had fun just to help out at the booth. and yes, you were the one i thanked during debrief. (:

emilla. super thanks for your help! (: even though you were not supposed to be at my booth, but nevertheless, you stayed and gave your best. which is something i really should thank you for. thanks for giving so so much into tpoh`08. (: and yes, you were also the one i thanked during debrief. (:

last but not least, eric. for all the concern you've shown to me as a friend, i really appreciate it all. (:


the bottomline of this whole thing? i super appreciate every single one of you in my life. (: really, super! and don't judge my gratitude towards one by the length of the thankyou message. there's only a lot, or a lot a lot of gratitude. no a bit, or quite a lot. (: cause right in the first place, even before tpoh, without you guys, i really wouldn't be where i am now. (:


it's been a crazy three days. i've been drained out in every way possible. and my body aches like mad, especially my legs. ): so it's time for a good good rest. i think i will stay home the whole of tomorrow to replenish my hyper-ness. hahah, wanna date me out nearby also can! =p

enjoy your sunday! <3
these 3 days has really been a turning point.
in good ways, and bad ways.




Thursday, January 10, 2008 10:44 PM

"lynette to vivian, lynette to vivian."

hahahahh. open house was fun today! though i think i'm like half-deaf already. hahah. but i feel so bad you know. i keep cannot hear what they are saying over the walkie-talkie cause it's so muffled, then like forever asking them to repeat. -.- ahhh, i really felt bad about it yeah. sorry. :(


but but but. thanks so many people for guiding me along!

thanks edwin. for teaching me here and there things that i ought to learn. (:

thanks yuting. for being such a great advisor and friend, despite the 'short-ness'. hahahah.

thanks john. for being so patient, for teaching us so much, for giving in so much. really appreciate everything. (:

thanks gideon. for helping me look out and such, and so many more. thanks. (:

thanks derek. for hearing me whine and everything. hahah. you've been a pillar of support. (:

thanks joan. for that sentence of encouragement. i really needed it. thanks! (:

thanks izak. for believing in me. it really lifts me up. (:


and thanks everyone else out there who helped me through the first day. (: let's jiayou for the second day aight! we can do it! :DDD

TPSU OEIIII! :D




Wednesday, January 09, 2008 12:40 AM

hellooooooooooooooooooooooooo! :D
(random post ahead!)

been busy these days! trying to help out in the preparations of open house. it's tiring luh. but it's .. fun in a way i guess. enjoyed it quite a bit. (: i like to know that i can be of help. (:

i got 83/100 for my macroeconomics paper! quite happy luh, though it isn't like high A or anything. cause i expected like a B for it. so like yah, outcomes > expectations = super satisfied! ((:

joyce is damn cute! :D hahah. i was at bsc room, and messaging her. then i was asking if she was gonna come up to bsc room or something. her reply was "having project meeting. not coming." then when i finished replying her right, she appeared right in front luh! so sweet please! :D hahah. gonna fall in love with you le! =p

oh yah. yesterday was damn funny. junhui, shameen and me were all late for tutorial. -.- it's like a damn rare scene. hahah.

then today. was just.. =.= i went to school thinking that accountings was my second lecture. but in the end, it was econs. -.- had to borrow junhui's notes to print. anyway, thanks ciu fen for lending me your OB notes! (:

met yuting to go to the library to watch billy elliot. heh, benchow accompanied me as well. (: thanks! :D and and. a lot a lot a lot of thanks to yuting for helping me take down sooooo much notes! it's like, you're doing my project already. hahah. xiexie! appreciate it loadsss please! ^^

i think billy elliot is a heartwarming movie. (: hahah. i especially like the scene where the father ran to find the teacher after seeing him dance for the first time. (:

and i think tap dance is cool! hahah. cause it's a dance that i can never do. -.- hahahah.


tomorrow's another busy day. take care everyone. :D

you've lost that respect i have for you as a friend.




Sunday, January 06, 2008 6:33 PM



have no fear, my little one
peace be with you now
love has come to guide you home
to our father's house

fly with us, courageous one
on our wings of light
past the days of fear and pain
to our father's side

so say goodbye for just a while
and through the tears you'll start to smile
for soon you'll be together
in Heaven's arms forever
at every step, you're not alone
love's by your side to lead you on
no looking back from here
your journey home has only just begun

dance with us, my gentle one
as we sing your song
the stars He made will light your way
to our Father's house

arise my child, my precious one
awakening in your eyes
love is calling you by name
to our Father's arms


i still remember back then. this was my favourite song of all. i used to cry when i hear this song. i think it's so beautifully written. must listen okay! i spent a lot of time trying to upload it. :( just for you all only! (:


and so, i stoned in parkway for a full 4 hours before finally meeting raazmy @ 1630. the rest of the venos? reached at 1800. -.- some even later. hahah, but i guess at the end of the day it was worth it. (:

sigh, i lost my newspaper article for my macro-economics project. -.- i really don't remember taking it out of my bag in the first place.. probably dropped it somewhere along the way. ahh, sucks. now i got to find new articles to replace. and, i need to get it done by tomorrow. because miss efficient shameen wants to show mr fong the draft piece. -.-

you know. being in the same group with shameen is really good. and i really got to thank her for everything. for pushing us and stuff. but, there are always disadvantages lah. -.- lol. though i would say the advantages overweigh the disadvantages. soooo, thankyou! :DD


i'm supposed to be doing my project now luh. but.. -.- okay, nevermind. going for dinner with my dad later! like, after sooo long. since his birthday i think. hahah. but tomorrow got school, so cannot stay out too long. :(


a champion is someone who gets up,
even when he can't.
(: jiayou`s for all your projects people! :D


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dinner was great! :D we went to this very popular claypot rice place (according to dad). hahah, he rocks please. always bring us to the nicest places around to eat. x)) lucky me. hahah. i really enjoyed dinner. one of the best i've ever had. :D

so, i was talking to my dad about buying new year's clothes. hahah. cause he's the one who always bring us to buy luh. then i'm saying, how busy i am, etc etc etc. then what if i see something i like at, for example parkway, then he bring us to orchard to buy. etc etc etc lah. then say, must own time own target. cause i very busy, etc. hahah. then in the end, he gave me $200 to buy first. x) so nice please. hahah. so yay! i can shop already! :DD

hahah. but everything i said was true okay! just that, maybe i'm not as busy as i said lah. x) hahah, it's not like i won't return him if i don't buy anything! but yayyyyy! i can shop! -smilesbigbig!


anyway. i just remembered i haven't watched the show i need for my sociology project. -.- and i told my group members to watch it. -.- right, how responsible. okay, i will skip lectures to watch it on tuesday. LOL. no lah, i'll watch it sometime before my tutorial on wednesday. (:

okay, now back to my econs project. -.- save me. :(




Friday, January 04, 2008 7:52 PM

and so, lynette is down with a bad bad bad bad bad bad bad flu. sigh. it sucks please. i feel so horrible. :( but but. i have this super bad craving for ben&jerry's chocolate fudge brownie.

it's really very sweet of amanda, benchow and shep to be so concerned and stuff. (: i'm craving for it very very badly though. :( i just wish i ain't this sick. it really sucks.

all my tutors are so nice to me. x) they were so concerned over me being sick. let me rest and stuff. so i'm really happy luh. (: including junhui and eden! super sweet; specially asked me to take care. appreciate it loads loads loads! :D


then then then. i got back like TWO of my papers. and so far, i'm really happy with it luh. (:
sociology - 15/20, B+
organisational behaviour - 33/40, A

happy happy please! like, i so expected to get C or something for both, because i really wasn't confident for the paper. happy luh. ((:

and there's one more thing to be happy about. :D i don't have to worry about being in the same class with someone next year at all. ^^ not being mean, but i'm really damn happy. :D

my statistics tutor is damn cute. hahah. he say the question very easy, then just put at the end beside the question "(dwmt)". hahahah. don't waste my time! super cute please.


hmm, i feel so random now. hahah. so that's the end of my entry.

very importantly now, thank you derek for lending me your laptop while you were playing your game halfway. damn love you please! hahahah. :D

take care guys. have a great weekend aight. (: i'll be spending my day with venos tomorrow. fun again. (: hope i feel better by then though.

loves.

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omg! i forgot! i'm supposed to say this:

i'm damn honoured because my blog is the only blog mark lim jun jie reads.

HAHAH. done! saw that?!?!! =P but i still love you damn a lot please! thanks for always and forever being there for me when i'm down and out. thanks for all those walks to school together, it's always so fruitful. ETC ETC ETC! friends forever please! :D




Thursday, January 03, 2008 4:38 AM

those whom i don't have your links up here, please leave your links behind if you want me to link you aight. (:

and the comment box is up also; at the end of each entry. please continue tagging even though there is a tagboard already. hahah.


and lastly, i really really damn pissed with my laptop. i got project meeting tomorrow. and the best thing is, my desktop has no microsoft office. congrats lyn.

cry yourself to death please.




2:02 AM

wow. i really never felt that i have so much work to do all my life. seriously, it's a whole load of work to keep me super occupied. i have been typing non-stop for the past 1hour plus and the feeling is just .. O_O.

hmm, despite all that, i'm feeling really good now. i really feel that i've met the best people of my life, and there's nothing more that i should ask for. otherwise, it's plain greediness. (:

okays! pictures! x)
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"EH EH! MY EYE CANDY HOLD MY HAND!" hahahahah. x)

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random drawings by her! (:

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a potato chip! so cute right?! :D

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hey hiro. thanks for getting that for me! was really really nice. ((: loves loads! x)

next up, venos' outing!
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hahah, them playing twister.

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you, have added so much into my life. despite this very short period. loves. (:

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and along with you. you two really are one of the best people in my life. (: and i have done nothing to have deserve such a friend like you. thanks for everything.. (:

so everyone, here's venos for you.
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(:


and then it's countdown @ shep's place! :D

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and there they are, the best people of my life. (:


my goshhhhh. my laptop like totally died on me?.. i'm screwed. my project's in there. ahhhhhhhh. all my stuff inside!!

and. my back has been whining to me. i don't understand why, since i haven't been dancing or doing any that should hurt it .. i just hope it gets better.


okay, it's now 0346. time for bed. till then, see ya! (:




Tuesday, January 01, 2008 12:57 PM

happy new year everyone! :D

hope year 2007 has been a blast for you all! :D but if not, fret not! start year 2008 off well! give your best in everything you do, love everyone like there's no tomorrow, treasure and be contented with every single thing, do what you want and do not regret, and .. the list goes on and on. but most importantly, keep smiling; because you'll never know who might be falling in love with your smile. (:

"i can always make you smile"
(it's supposed to be the 'theme' of the new template. but i changed it due to some reasons. ohwell.)
i dedicate it to every single one of you reading this. in 2008, i hope that whatever any of you go through, there's always someone there for you, someone who can always make you smile despite the circumstances. (:


as for me, this year's countdown is the best! (:
even though there were tears shed. but it was spent with the best people in the world. i am really lucky to have them as my friends. (:

so first and most importantly!
a big big big thanks to shep for opening his house up to us! :D really really thank you for everything. you've made this year such a memorable one. ((:

and to everyone else who were there, thank you for being part of my life. (: really. and thanks for all of your concern. (: even though i didn't seem too good.. but i was really happy to see all of you so happy. ((:


hahah, sometimes i think i thank too much and smile too much that .. people tend to take it for granted. i don't mean it in a bad way. i just wanna say that .. know that, each time i thank and smile, it's really genuine and from the bottom of my heart. so please take it seriously. (:


anyway! back to topic. before i get to my new year resolutions, ..

looking back, year 2007 has been a year filled with much joy, and also much tears. but without those great friends of mine, i wouldn't have made it through the year.

grace.
i know i've thanked you so many times already, but i feel a strong need to do it again. thank you for always being there for me, through my good times, and my bad times. life was never the same for me ever since we became close. new friends may come along, but know that they'll never be able to take that place you have in my heart. (: iloveyou!

jack.
despite the fact that we talk a lot lesser this year, but you are never less sweeter/nicer to me. thanks for being the one who always understands me, who always trust me, who always believes in me, who always supports me. thanks for taking up the role of a big brother in my life. you'll forever be that friend i would cherish. (: loves!

hiro.
thank you for staying by me and showering me endless love and concern despite me throwing crap at you. thank you for always encouraging me when i'm done, for always building up my confidence and everything else. without you, i wouldn't have been who i am today. you have made a huge difference in my life. (: loves.

to SU people, who are so cool.
i am filled with gratitude towards all of you! thanks for making my life in temaskpoly such an exciting and fulfilling one! you guys have added a humongous amount of joy into my life! (:

claudine, also my sexy.
thanks girl for all your concern and love, for always been there when i need someone to be there. it's been a pleasure knowing you, really. love forever! x)

gideon.
hey. thanks for always being the one who's listening to me, helping me and even protecting me. you've played a big role in my life. and i really treasure this friendship we share. (: friends forever please!

glenn.
thanks for always being there for me, for making time out of your busy-ness to hear me out and stuff. i really appreciate it. (: as a ex-co of tpsu, you've been a great leader. and i've learnt things from you. (: but stay as my friend forever, okay? :D

tom.
you've been an inspiration to me, and also a role model for me to take after. thanks for everything; the patience you had, the love and concern you showered, the times you were there listening me out.. just everything. you are amazing luh. it's a great blessing to have known you before you left tp, really. (:

caleb.
hahah, thanks for being so cute! lol, i have never seen a guy at your age acting cute like that. lol. but really, i'm glad that i got to know you before you left tp! you've been an encouraging friend. and for that, i really got to learn from you as well. hahah, thanks for all the joy! (:

mark.
thanks for always always always lending me a listening ear. you've been the one that has been there for me whenever i'm down, encouraging me. and you have never asked for anything in return. i really really treasure this friendship we share. (: thanks for being such a giver!

hakim.
thanks for always being so concerned over me and stuff. i really appreciate it when you nag me to sleep late at night each time. =p you've been a good friend! (:

isaac.
thanks for being there for me when i was down! i think you make a great listener, really. (: and i'm really lucky i found a friend like you. ((:

chrystal.
you are one of those friends i know i can count on and trust. thanks for being such a friend in my life! always ready to listen and help. it's been such a joy knowing you. (:

amos.
hahah. thanks for being the most cartoon figure in my life. =p thanks for being so spontaneous and adding so much so much joy to everyone's lives! i'm sure they all agree with me. hahah. friends forever! :D

amanda.
thanks for all those concern and those times you listened to me. (: it's really a good thing to have known you better. (:

ashely.
thanks for always being so concerned about me. for all those times we shared with each other our problems. you've added so much more love into my life! it's really been a pleasure knowing you. ((:

ben chow.
thanks for being such a joy in my life! really appreciate it. (: thanks for remembering to buy me stuff when you went hongkong! hahah, i was shocked please. hmm, you've been a good friend to talk to. thanks for always listening to me. it has been a joy to call you my friend. (: hahah, yes lah yes lah! CUTE LAH! lol! =p

yeeping.
thanks for being both a friend and a teacher to me. (: thanks for always listening me out, giving me advices and teaching me so many things. more importantly, thanks for sharing how you feel back with me. (: it's been a pleasure knowing you. ((:

yuting.
you are one of the most nonsensical, yet wisest person i've ever known. thanks for being there, listening to me. thanks for all those advices and guidance. will never forget you! been a great pleasure knowing you. (:

maybelin.
thank you for all those advices and concern. (: you've been a good friend. (:

eric.
thanks for always being there to listen me out. (: appreciate it lots! and always ready to render your help to me, especially when it comes to my laptop. =p

shep.
you've been such a nice friend to me. thanks for showing all those concern when i was down. (: and thanks for allll the joy you've added to my life! it's been great knowing you before you leave tp. (:

derek.
mister indifferent. lol. but thanks for lending me a listening ear, and even sharing with me your stuff. (: hahah. thanks for your patience. been a pleasure knowing you. (:

shaz.
thanks for helping me back then and always being so reliable. (: hahah. been a pleasure knowing you! hope to see you at FO! =p

joyce.
my eyecandy! hahahah. okay, thanks for being .. so nice to me these days. it's reallybeen fun being around you. and also .. thanks for listening me out and understanding i feel. also also! thanks for sharing your stuff with me also. (: it's been really a great pleasure to know you and call you my friend. (: scandals forever! x)

maybelle.
you've been an angel, really. (: with all those love, concern, patience, protection and everything else you've showered into my life. i am really really glad that we've resolved our past issue, and here we are, friends. you've been a really great friend. (: loves!

kevin.
thanks for being such a good friend. always there when i'm down, and always listening. (even though you lame a bit too much .. -.-) really glad to have a friend like you in my life. (:


hmm, my new year resolutions!

put in my heart into building each friendship.
treasure every single one like they mean the world.
make my friends feel significant.

be there more for my family.
learn to cherish every single one of them more.
love them like there's no tomorrow.

handle my time well enough.
balance between my different commitments.
keep my grades up.

be less short-tempered.
be less easily irritated.
have more patience.
be more understanding.

love like i've never been hurt.
forgive like it's their first time.
be easier on myself.

lastly, and most importantly,
make sure i achieve all these by the end of 2008!


looks like there's a lot for me to work on in 2008. so please friends, help me along okay? heh, which explains why i love you all so much. (:


okayokay. pretty long entry. shan't drag on anymore.

take care guys! and have a great year 2008 ahead! love to the max! :D

ps. will edit the template again. tagboard's up though. (:




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